So... uni life is gonna start soon. and i'm still not sure what course to take even though i'm already enrolled in one :/
i want to learn something new like communication or design instead of business but my dad just wont allow my dreams are once again destroyed. and my parents know that i just cant wait to get out of this town, this country! but they just wont let me go. so now i'm at home. always staying in my room, rotting every single day. no joke. i dont go out to take photos, dont go out with friends. only sometimes in the weekends just to watch a movie then i'm back home.

sigh... i just cant have a proper conversation with my parents! i tried a lot of times, telling them that i want to switch course. then when i'm not done talking or explaining, they start to give comments. not good ones but more like criticism i have no idea why and they keep repeating every single time! and i just cant stand it anymore so i gave up. now i seldom talk to them. like very very seldom.
thanks to all of this education shit and the fact that i'm the 1st child, my life is practically screwed up.
sometimes i really think that i'm the unwanted child you know :S


Anyways, its taking me ages to upload pics of the trip to Korea last year o.o
its a good thing too since i didnt really use my camera this year. i really want to upgrade my camera gadgets but seems that it'll be a waste if i do so.

i wanna try cosplay! and there is some anime club at school. but wtf they dont have any cosplay at all!! they just watch animes. thats all -.-
maybe i should try lookbook instead of cosplay? hahaha

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things i should be doing, like right now (but of course i wont )
- clean my room
- throw/recycle old school books
- rearrange shelf and wardrobe
- use the RM200 voucher
- wash my hair o.O
- throw away old stuff (but i just cant T.T)



well thats all from me. bye~
Karen